best.show.ever

Tonight was the third to last season of the show I have been watching since I was 13 years old. While laying in bed with my roommate, we couldn't help but ball our eyes out.  It was just so sad.  Its weird how our emotions work and how connected us humans can get.

This post is a bit behind but, my roommate and I are in love and its sad to think only 2 shows are left! Talk about bawling.  Laughing. Then bawling. Its the one show I have never let go of and soon will buy all the seasons so I can show my daughter some day a show that I literally grew up with and had it also shape me in some way.

The famous Brooke Davis will never be forgotten. I feel I can relate to her best with her confidence, attitude, and the way she presents herself.  She has come a long way in the show and I will never forget the famous quotes and lines of B. Davis.

The cast of the last two seasons.

The song that made the show..

Such beautiful people who inspired so many.

major break, on spring break

 So its my Spring Break. And I am at school.  Yes, it was my choice so I could work, but never would I thought how lonely it would be.  It is however a great time to watch movies, nap and think about many things and enjoy "me" time.  I am also still watching Ms Harper May, so she is my one dear friend here.

Random fact: My boyfriend is making a proposition for me.  To be off facebook and twitter for TWO WEEKS and he will take me on a one hundred dollar shopping spree.  Since he isn't on it often he thinks I'm on it too much. Sooooo, I'm going to do it. I can do it. I wanna do it.  I think this will help me get a lot more accomplished in a day, and maybe finish a book that I started awhile ago.  I also have been thinking about the stores and things I could buy.  I'm thinking FOREVER21 for sure.  Hellooo summer clothes.

Pretty much everyone I love is at a location like the picture above right now. I didn't think I would be very jealous... but I am.  I would love nothing more than to just lay on a beach.  I don't need the party scene, I just want to feeling of being relaxed and enjoying life.  Its been a rough year and I would love to get away.  Next year, it will happen.  So during break, I will be doing things that will make me think of being on the beach.  Dont know how well that will work, but ill try.  I hope they all come home tan goddess.

Tonight is the night! I will be watching front and center to see this man. Ya know, he can be cute.  But is not the cutest.  This season I think has been a bit of a joke.  Repeat of Jakes season.  He is a nice guy, but we all know he is not making the best decisions and let some really great girls go.  Some guys will just never learn.

May Lindiz WIN. But with all the tabloids... seems like Courtney will. BUT TV can trick us so we will see.  She is just the cutest thing and has been my favorite from the start. Cant wait for tonight!

living the crazy life

My life has been everything crazy lately.  Really feeling the big girl life finally in my junior year of school. Do I like it? I am not sure about that yet.  I finally found a job that will benefit me and my psychology degree someday, and I am enjoying it. I also am volunteer at a mentoring center, which I may have stated before. But I now have a new boy to mentor who is in middle school, lets hope he doesn't have too much attitude.

I am loving my classes still and enjoy doing the work in them.  Finally I feel on fire to do well, and be the best student I can this semester to get my GPA up.  Its crazy to think that I'm half way done with my college career unless I chose to pursue grad school.  That is a whole different story so we will just leave it at that.

Thinking about not being to hang out with all the friends I made here also scares a bit.  The strong friendships we all have, so blessed to have such wonderful friends who made this college life that much more enjoyable.  Why am I talking like that, we still have a lot of celebrating to do. Mind must not enter that area yet.

I am also loving my boyfriend more and more. Which is also something that is scary to think about.  Depending on someone other than myself for happiness and safety.  May God give  me the answers to all the questions I will have with this man in the future. I am so thankful for him and thankful for our relationship.  Couldn't be better.

My parents are also doing much better individually.  I just wish them pure happiness.  I wish them sense of peace and harmony in their life.  I often still have to give all my strength when talking to them about certain things and making decision that involve spending equal time with them.  I don't think that will ever get easy.  Its been a year now since I heard the news that changed my life dramatically. 

I am taking a class about divorce families and I can relate to everything. Its so bizarre.  Also, more than half the class comes from divorce families.  How is that going to help our generation when we are picking our life partner?  When things get tough you forget about why you fell and love and chose the easy way, divorce?  I just pray I find the one for forever.

Spring break is right around the corner but lucky me ill be staying at school working and hanging with a cool cat.  Literally a cat. Harper May The Pest.  That's not her real name but sometimes it is.  My dear friend is on the beach in Hawaii. We wont talk about that either.

Happy Tuesday!

Its beautiful outside, I'm going to enjoy it!

baby girl and more

A friend post this on my facebook this morning saying, this is what your little girl will look like one day.  This little girl is so precious. One thing I would change is for her to have blue eyes :) I pray my babies have a ton of hair like moi! Its a silly thing to think about, babies, at age 21 but my boyfriend told me LOVED me on Valentines day. EEKKKKKK. I love hearing him say it too. Still not use to that word, but I do love him also. And when you love someone you have to think about what your babies would look like HAHA its a girl thing, hey. Babies will not come from me for sometime, but I am so excited for when that time comes. I want a girl first but will love whatever God decides to give me first. First thing first, is to graduate college. Thats all that should be on my mind now.

Boyfriends Birthday

Happy 22nd Birthday to my wonderful Boyfriend!  This weekend was wonderful. From the cabin to the birthday celebration I hope it made you feel loved and special.  The boob cake was a success and I loved the frosting kiss after you motor boated it. Embarrassed that I'm even writing this on here. Cheers to another great year babe! XOXO

My Valentine

Happy Valentines Day!!

 To My Valentine,

You make me smile each day, and for the first time today made me cry with tears of joy for your sweetness and thoughtfulness.  I'm so blessed to have you in my life and so excited to spend this day with you!

XOXO

So wonderful.  When your really in love, I guess it never fades away and your loved one will never stop showing you even when you are walking with a cane.  I hope I have this love some day. Bless this mans heart.

morning sunshines!

I love mornings. Plain and simple.  The best ones are when the sun is shining, it gives a kick start to my day.  Today however I woke up in my awfully cute pajamas next to a boy who makes me smile. Cheesy I know. I also love making breakfast down stairs with the roommates and having life talks about everything under the sun while a pot of hot coffee is brewing.

This semester is going very well for me so far.  I love all my classes, I got a job (just waiting to hear when I start) and going into for a twenty minute training so I can mentor a boy or girl who is in need of an extra friend.  I think by doing both of these I will be able to find where my core strengths are and if I have a passion more for adults or children.  I'm just thanking God for all these wonderful opportunities he is presenting me with.

This weekend I am heading home and am so excited to see my family.  I know they all miss me and I miss them.  I'm bringing my sweet boyfriend also and we have so many things planned. I'm so thankful I can bring him into my life and to my family.  He just clicks with them all.

P.S. The Vow comes out Fridayyy! EKKKKKK.