baby girl and more

A friend post this on my facebook this morning saying, this is what your little girl will look like one day.  This little girl is so precious. One thing I would change is for her to have blue eyes :) I pray my babies have a ton of hair like moi! Its a silly thing to think about, babies, at age 21 but my boyfriend told me LOVED me on Valentines day. EEKKKKKK. I love hearing him say it too. Still not use to that word, but I do love him also. And when you love someone you have to think about what your babies would look like HAHA its a girl thing, hey. Babies will not come from me for sometime, but I am so excited for when that time comes. I want a girl first but will love whatever God decides to give me first. First thing first, is to graduate college. Thats all that should be on my mind now.

Boyfriends Birthday

Happy 22nd Birthday to my wonderful Boyfriend!  This weekend was wonderful. From the cabin to the birthday celebration I hope it made you feel loved and special.  The boob cake was a success and I loved the frosting kiss after you motor boated it. Embarrassed that I'm even writing this on here. Cheers to another great year babe! XOXO

My Valentine

Happy Valentines Day!!

 To My Valentine,

You make me smile each day, and for the first time today made me cry with tears of joy for your sweetness and thoughtfulness.  I'm so blessed to have you in my life and so excited to spend this day with you!

XOXO

So wonderful.  When your really in love, I guess it never fades away and your loved one will never stop showing you even when you are walking with a cane.  I hope I have this love some day. Bless this mans heart.

morning sunshines!

I love mornings. Plain and simple.  The best ones are when the sun is shining, it gives a kick start to my day.  Today however I woke up in my awfully cute pajamas next to a boy who makes me smile. Cheesy I know. I also love making breakfast down stairs with the roommates and having life talks about everything under the sun while a pot of hot coffee is brewing.

This semester is going very well for me so far.  I love all my classes, I got a job (just waiting to hear when I start) and going into for a twenty minute training so I can mentor a boy or girl who is in need of an extra friend.  I think by doing both of these I will be able to find where my core strengths are and if I have a passion more for adults or children.  I'm just thanking God for all these wonderful opportunities he is presenting me with.

This weekend I am heading home and am so excited to see my family.  I know they all miss me and I miss them.  I'm bringing my sweet boyfriend also and we have so many things planned. I'm so thankful I can bring him into my life and to my family.  He just clicks with them all.

P.S. The Vow comes out Fridayyy! EKKKKKK.

amazed

This saying fits perfect for the last few months of my life.  I know I share a lot about the great boyfriend I have, probably because he is so great.  Even when I doubt his ability to me, I wanna slap myself for that.  Sharing my feelings has never been  problem in my life, with him; it has been.  And I haven't quiet figured it out. Well, that's also a lie. I feel like I will be judged. And that is wrong for me to think that way.  He is my boyfriend, my friend, my go to guy, my shoulder to cry on, and the ear that wants to hear my voice, thoughts and ideas.

I am a very emotional person, or like I say, I have a lot of feelings.  Some too strong.  We are on different levels with each other on many things and that has been eye opening for me.  Working with someone who believes in different things that you do and also handles situations differently too.  He has told me he will be more sensitive to my feelings. He needs to be or this wont work.  He has been someone so great in my life I wouldn't want to lose.  He has come into my life for a reason.  That I am not sure about yet due to my crazy but wonderful life I am living right now.

P.S My great boyfriend said this song is what he thinks of me. Sweetness.

everything old

 I love Tea

 dangling earrings is a must

 vintage nik nacks

pink roses

I am currently falling in love with everything old.  The thrift stores are my new go to store.  I have always loved old things, but lately they have been filled with so many treasures!  I currently just did my room at my moms now and have found everything at a thrift store. My dear friend is also a treasure whore too. Its awesome.  I also find it cool that everything you buy there has been in someone else home before.  That might sound creepy,  but I think its cool.  I bought a cute little tea pot to fix my tea obsession lately. I love it.  I wish for some pink rose soon (ahhmmmm boyfriend?) HA he knows. So maybe some day :)

thoughts, questions and dreams

I loved swinging when I was a little girl. Now I wish I had time to go sit on a swing, place my feet in the sand and see how high I could get. Thinking about it now, sooths my mind.  Bringing in 2012 I have a better head on my shoulder for many things.  2011 was a very rough year in the beginning but towards the end it had some great blessings.

I sometimes question if where I am is where I am suppose to be.  I'm sure a lot of young girls my age do the same thing. I have so many dreams, and ideas, and goals that I feel I wont reach one day and they can only be created in my head.  Some of my dreams have changed without me having a say in them and some goals have been adjusted too. I am very content with who I am, but still am striving to be someone better. I am a firm believer in focusing on one day at a time.  Now rushing things, but enjoying the moment you are in. Life is just to short to worry and plan far ahead when plans change all the time. I am working on that, and have been proud of myself for not worrying to much about what the future might look like with my family, school, my boyfriend, my career.  It will all play out the way its suppose to.  I must believe that.

I am so thankful for all that I have and for the people that love me.  When my mind starts to go crazy I must stop, think, and remember everything will turn out.

Someone very special shared this song with me today, and I love it.