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These momets are not in order according to when they happened recently but I have been busy and my mind has been clustered with thoughts and feelings lately.  When they slows down I will write about the deeper emotions happening. But for now all the happy, fun and loving times must be shared!

Cheers to Fall being here!

one week of summer left

First things first, baby brother is all moved into college!! I am so excited for him and his next journey of life. Moving him in brought me back to my freshman year and now I will be a senior in college. My how time flies.  I think this place is a perfect fit for him and I cant wait to see him strive.

 

Second, the house I grew up in for 13 years is now sold.  My parents designed this house together and after the divorce we all knew it had to sell for money reasons and emotional reasons.  Though we have a little over a month to get everything out its bittersweet.  My dad will finally get a fresh start that I have been praying for.  Packing up 13 years and say goodbye only means I'm really growing up.  No turning back to the slumber party nights or the nights in my room that I have probably cried over every boy I have ever liked before HAHA  my roots will forever be in my home town, as my dear friend Scotti told me today... its not the home that made it great it was the people who lived there.  Very true, I hope a great family is moving in here and can continue to make more memories. I am so thankful to have grown up here.

 

Third, I have one week left of work then its back to school.  I am so excited and thrilled to be back.  I am so in love with my school, house and friends who are there.  Its more of a family.  Senior year... blows my mind.  I have so many goals set for myself this year that I am going to work so hard for.  Along with the "No" diet.  You cant say No when someone asks you to do something. Its the last year we will all be together in the same town and thinking about it makes me sad, but I cant think of that right now.  God has the most amazing plan for us all and though we spent four years learning, growing and discovering things about ourselves that will still continue but we wont see each other all the time. Cheers to a great year!!

 

Four, I got the iPhone!!!!! I am so excited for everything about it! I wanted it most for the camera because its flippin awesome. Continue to impress me iPhone.

 

That's all for now :) I hope this week is a great one with my parents and getting everything packed that needs to be.

summer is coming to an end

Three weeks left, that is all, at home. Where did the summer go??? Senior year. Such a bitter sweet thing. Too many group shots will be taken, too many laughs, tears, drinks, sleep overs, last minute assignments, outfits and memories will be made. Cheers to senior year.

My brother and Stella.. "good" friends. So cute.

Two of my bestest friends in the entire world who know all my secrets and love me for who I am.

Going to be a very busy next few weeks, moving brother into his dorm for the first time, all the last minute dates with family and friends and packing. May God be with me when I come close to breaking down.

Cheers!

lately..

 My dear best friend has finally joined the club of turning 21!!! Celebrating her all weekend :)

 two of the best friends a girl could ask for

 my other fabulous best friend since 7th grade!

 love the candid shots!

 add these two also into my other best friends.. Shout House was awesome!

a new best friend I have finally met!

After this weekend I think that concludes all the 21st birthdays!  I have helped celebrate so many its been unreal.  Now that 22 is around the corner it wont be that big of a deal any more HAHA  I am so thankful for all of the ladies in my life. I have some of the most amazing friends a girl could ask for and I feel so blessed.  They truly are my soul mates and I could not make it without them.  We have celebrated and cheers together every weekend this summer and it has been wonderful!  I cant believe August is right around the corner! Where has the summer gone? I am so excited to get back to school and make this senior year the best yet, but I will enjoy my last weekends of summer also! Looking forward to this upcoming weekend of going back to school and going out in my small college town, love.

Cheers!

a week off

I am so looking forward to this week. The main reason being.. I have it OFF! I am so thrilled. I don't know if I will do much sleeping in because I'm a girl who doesn't like to waste her day, but I will not be opposed to nap taking.

This week though Ill be spending some time with some of my best girlfriends. One I haven't seen all summer and the other my roommate. Then our good friend is flying back from New York and Friday will be a celebration for that!! I'm just so thankful I have the best gifts in the world, my girlfriends. They truly can get you through anything and its always good to take what they have to say into consideration.  There is nothing sweeter than sitting with a great friend sipping some wine or some coffee, looking fabulous in an outfit or in our pajamas. Its simply great.

I also have been having some negative feelings about my ex... but i think that's OK. We all have those days were we are either hurt, angry, sad, tearful and many more could go on to describe them, BUT with God and a good attitude you can get through them. And I do. Its all apart of Gods plan I know, the mystery of the future can be so exciting but yet hesitant also.

I pray happiness be showered over all my loved ones and we all cherish each day the Lord gives us!

fly away

Why am I falling apart now

I should be stronger than this

I get angry, sad and glad all within one minute

why do I have to cry with my dad at dinner

why cant pain and memories go away

things that made sense, start to back fire

why do i feel so weak

am I being the person I am meant to be right now

life does not slow down so its hard not to rush things

I want to run away for a week

Pray when its hardest to pray.

Ill be ok, I know that.

But its ok to be sad, shed tears and eat some ice cream in the mean time.

4th of July, my favorite.

Starting the 4th off right with some festive drink purchase. Had to buy it because of the bottle.

The outfit for the celebration. All purchased at the Good Will. Total is under 10 bucks SCORE.

Cooler of goods :)

Friend Sam :)

Just relaxing on Lauren's boat

Finally reached the Sand Bar!!

Water fun!

Love.

Roommate :)

Love again.

more festive wear!

The 4th was fabulous with a lot of good friends, good drinks, good about of sun, and wonderful memories! Cant believe its over! Summer is now almost half way over, so sad. I don't have many big things now so I'm looking forward to a lot of relaxing. Heading a bit North today for some more family fun and celebrating!

Cheers, XOXO