home sweet home

Finally how for a well needed break and to give thanks for everything I have in my life over the Thanksgiving Holiday.  Looking forward to the great food and reuniting with all my friends. XOXO

someone, somewhere

Always remember that

its just the begining

Every story has an ending, but in life every ending is just a new beginning

I feel being 20 is a whole new ball park.  I feel more matture in a sense in how I go about life and the priorties that I think are important.  I think keeping in touch with the ones that matter most is by fat most important. Also building stronger relationships with your parents and smiling to a stranger you pass on the street. Being in college I found that sometimes you just really need your high school girls. Be cause they just get you and understand why. A wise friend just told me its hard to believe you can do so long with out seeing someone that is so important to you but thats when you know its the magic of true friends that remains so strong.  And when the days get tough it wont be the end of the world, because tomorrow is always a new day.

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This post has not title due to that fact that I cant describe the emotions that my sophomore year has brought onto me.  I met with my program director today to help guide me in the right direction for next semester since my advisor was very unhelpful.  He made the light at my tunnel a little brighter today and I'm so thankful for that. I feel like I'm in the right place with my major of psychology and I couldn't see myself anywhere else.  I think I am on the best road there is at the moment to get my degree and get out into the career world.  Stress still plays a big factor in my life thinking about the future more than I should. So to end today I have a weight lifted off my shoulders knowing I'm on the right track. Thank goodness!

First snow fall

Grab some cocoa and stare outside at the winter wonderland :) the holidays are right around the corner and nothing feels better than being surrounded by all the ones you love.

Truth is...

Truth is, I feel like I dont have any set plans but college and that bothers me.
Truth is, Im scared I wont be able to have the career I am hoping for right now.
Truth is, I find my self stressed always and always wondering, whats next?
Truth is, I have cried countless times in the last three months.
Truth is, I feel like Im lost in this wonderful life that Im suppose to be enjoying.
Truth is, I feel like I have the best friends and family in the world.
Truth is, Im secretly searching for someone to love.
Truth is, I know God has a plan for me, something better then I have for myself.

  "I know the plans i have for you," says the Lord. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope" -Jeremiah 29:11

Cheers to 20 years

What a wonderful chapter this will be.  Im looking forward to all the things God has planned for me.  I feel so blessed and loved with all my wonderful friends in my life and my family. "Life may not be the party we hoped for , but while we're here we should dance" All the challanges that come our way, we must find all the positives in them. We must embrace life, and find all that is has for us.

Happy Birthday Lovely!

This blog was started on the day of her 20th birthday. She shined like the sun, and gracefully made a presence in her friends lives. She is loving, inspirational, and trusting, making her way, slowly figuring everything out. This is a journey, a memory, and a time, that will be looked back on forever. The book starts today, the novel that is past written makes a new light. She will shine the colors of her own soul, and laugh until tears come pouring from her eyes.
Happy Birthday Best Friend